tok bout td... td is a bad day... lost to unity, but more to come... nygh... we'll be prepared...
never in my whole fcking life have i realised tt i'm so alone and lost... u all ask me to go bbq, but u all din tell me tt d venue had been changed... practically looked like i dumb bloke going in and out of d apartment. am i jus a nobody to all of u? and yea... u're my "bro"... wad a thing to do to his "sis"... i did not go home after tt cos i quarrelled wit my mum jus for not dressing up nicely for dis fcking bbq... looks like we quarrelled for nth yea? walked as i sorted out some thoughts... "whr d heck can i go?" wth... used to have many friends staying near dis places and seems like i cant even go to any of them now... am i so friendless??? grrr... when i got awake from all d tots, i realised tt i've walked to d jurong east polyclinic cos i've walked along d 98 line... saw many couples having each other for companionship... and i'd nvr deny tt i'm so freagging jealous... "wad are you doing when i'm all alone? you're catching a movie..." is dis how valentine's day is suppose to be? somehow, "you wanna break?", dis qn popped up in my mind once agn... u can live and do things without me le... u have ur friends and u don need me... y for keep dis extra burden?... told u i'm all alone walking and in d past, u will say u're very very worried, ask me to takkaire ah, and fuss about me... wad bout now? u even intended to scold me... jus so disappointed with all dis events in life... if i have d chance, i wanna stop time and take a breather...
